What Do You Really Want?!
Since I hit the age of around puberty, I have longed to find 'My Purpose'. I grew up a female in an evangelical church, a completely dysfunctional family situation and a full-time job in day-dreaming. (The evangelical bit is important because I was told that because of my female stance that I was limited to what I could be of service to in the world/church. That's a whole other topic though). I was convinced that there had to be something that I was born for, something that 'God' had created me for...But what is it? For a long time I thought I was going to be a singer/songwriter because I had always sung in church, I played guitar in church (and at home all the time) and I was always writing songs and poetry. I have journals upon journals upon journals filled with my songs and poetry. So, what happened? Why didn't I become a singer or songwriter? It's really easy for me to look back now and blame my parents for not believing in me, for not encouraging me t...